.Thursday, February 4, 2010.
.Monday, February 1, 2010.
not 2009 anymore. changing blog ><
.Monday, January 25, 2010.
been super long since i updated.
had a dream which i hope won't come true.
someone told me, 如果把梦说出来，就不会实现。
decided not to say though.
mountains of homework piling everyday.
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i will complete them.
nothing to look forward these few days.
也许我太过天真
以为奇迹会发生
i read your blog.
i know you may seem okay, but i do know you're not.
you're a nice guy, you certainly deserve someone better than me.
you were my first friend.
let's remain friends.
.Sunday, December 27, 2009.
*coughs*
down with a terrible cough.
it better be okay by tomorrow.
camp camp camp!! :D
not very looking forward. but, oh well, its still a camp~
lazy to pack my bag...
i know i can pack finish in 10 minutes though.
everything is in my house (:
因为在 一千年以后
世界早已没有我
无法深情挽着你的手
浅吻着你额头
.Saturday, December 19, 2009.
went for EARLY alumni band.
quite fun. me and cassandra went crazy :D
me, jodie, kelly, mingxuan and ernest went crazy today too.
heh. after band, we went together to NIE concert.
slept on the first interval. [first time i sleep in one, PLS DO NOT BLAME ME]
i was seriously tired. and i laid on jodie's shoulder and slept peacefully.
slept through MISS SAIGON and WEST SIDE STORY.
maybe im wrong or something, but i feel that the band was better after the intermission.
then after that, we went to CANTEEN 2 for dinner.
me and ernest went totally crazy over CHICKEN RICE.
superb. (:
the rest went for different. we are loyal fans. heh.
this isn't the first time im alone without you.
i will try my best to contain all my loneliness inside me.
you'll just wait and see, the day you come back to me (:
/edited:
see, this. super true.
you may wanna enlarge before reading. cause its super small ><
.Sunday, December 13, 2009.
3年的戀愛,我已倦了.當初的喜歡,是現在倦他的根源,
我渴望浪漫,而他.....
卻天性不善於製造浪漫,木訥到讓我感受不到愛的氣息.
女孩終於鼓起勇氣對男孩說：「我們分手吧」
男孩問：「為什麼?」
女孩說：「倦了，就不需要理由了」
一個晚上 ,男孩只抽煙不說話 !
女孩的心也越來越涼
『連挽留都不會表達的情人能給我什麼樣的快樂？』
過了許久...
男孩終忍不住說：「怎麼做妳才能留下來？」
女孩慢慢地說：
「回答一個問題，如果你能答到我心裏就答案，我就留下來。」
……………………
「比如我非常喜歡懸崖上的一朵花，而你去摘的結果是百分之百
的死亡，你會不會摘給我？」
男孩想了想說：「明天早晨告訴你答案好嗎？」
女孩的心頓時灰了下來 ....
……………………
早晨醒來，男孩已經不在
只有一張寫滿字的紙壓在溫熱的牛奶杯下
第一行，就讓女孩的心涼透了
「親愛的，我不會去摘,．．．．．．．．
但請容許我陳述不去摘的理由 ！
妳只會用電腦打字 ,卻總把程式弄得一塌糊塗 ,
然後對著鍵盤哭 ，我要留著手指給妳整理程式 。
妳出門總是忘記帶鑰匙 ,
我要留著雙腳跑回來給妳開門 。
酷愛旅遊的妳,在自己的城市裏都常常迷路 ,
我要留著眼睛給妳帶路 。
每月（好朋友）光臨時 ,妳總是全身冰涼，還肚子疼 ,
我要留著掌心溫暖妳的小腹 。
妳不愛出門, 我擔心妳會患上自閉症 ,
我要留著嘴巴驅趕妳的寂寞 。
妳總是盯著電腦 ,眼睛給糟蹋得已不是太好了 ,
我要好好活著 ...等妳老了 ,
給妳修剪指甲 ,幫妳拔掉讓妳懊惱的白髮 ,
拉著妳的手 ,在海邊享受美好的陽光和柔軟的沙灘 ,
告訴妳一朵朵花的顏色 ,像妳青春的臉…
所以 ....在我不能確定有人比我更愛妳以前
我不想去摘那朵花…」
（這時女孩淚滴在紙上 ，形成晶瑩的花朵）
抹淨眼淚，女孩繼續往下看：
「親愛的 如果妳已經看完了 ,
答案還讓妳滿意的話 ,請你開門吧 !
我正站在門外 ,手裏提著妳最喜歡吃的鮮奶麵包…」
女孩拉開門 ,看見他的臉 ,
緊張得像個孩子 ,只會把擰著麵包的手在她眼前晃 。
……………… (完)
worth reading. cause its nice obviously (:
..
tired D:
went to rosyth yesterday..
saxophone section pang-sehed me. thanks uhhh.
>< joseph and cassandra both not thereeeee.
cassandra had CIP and joeseph went overseas.
so, sat in second row with a horn guy.
he seemed not bad, but lack in sight-reading.
(:
then went back with benjamin and jingting.
slept and texted all the way back.
super tired. not high anymore.
and next saturday it'll be in the morning.
how great ><
the power of one have once birth. treasure them