other than rushing for homeworks and that thing, im kinda free.
TUESDAY: oh em gee. got my theory paper back. "june i thought you initially taboleh one" yes, this is exactly what jodie said to me when she handed me the theory paper. ^-^ 72/90!!!! YAY!!! i passed!!!!! special credits to: sylvia and tianwen ((:
WEDNESDAY: its half day off! YAY! yes, its absolutely fun ((:
THURSDAY [today]: something happened that got my whole heart sink. i even threw a tantrum at samantha. im sorry ): but thank you for that hug... to kaizhe: yes thank you. i feel better after that chocolate (: to sylvia: sorry luh. i don't feel like saying it. to joelle and others: thanks for not further probing.
today was definitely one of the days i really wish im sick. i was wishing that i could lay in my bed for hours. i was wishing JX was back. [yes i have no idea why] i was wishing...would sms me and ask for entertainment. i was wishing someone would just call and say hi at 5 in the morning. i was wishing my handphone would suddenly ring. i was wishing someone would knock on my door asking if i wanna talk at 5 in the morning. i was wishing someone would come online on MSN saying why i woke up so early. i was wishing something would happen. really, i wished a lot of stuff. none of them came true. then i started thinking with bits of creative imagination cutting in.
and i cried myself to sleep for 30 minutes and realised its only 5.45 a.m. so i stood by the windows and look at the stars. there wasn't any other than a misted moon hanging in the middle.
when i went to bathe, i cut myself accidentally. on a same place a person i used to like cut at. i put on a plaster and draw a smiley face. :) was telling me to let go of my stubborness and accept it.