.Monday, November 2, 2009.
如果我变成回忆all these bad weathers made me super negative.
damn. all these twisted events.
and i did really try my best. i can't help it if im a girl right?
what? grow it on myself? ridiculous -.-
if this is the way i am, face it.
thanks a lot man, all the put downs.
because you made me WHO I AM.
who's the one told me i don't have any good points?
who's the one that said i'll never achieve anything?
well, how could i achieve and have any good points if its YOU trying to put down everything i tried hard? FUCK YOU.
i even regretted crying when you failed to turn up for last week's event.
well, it doesn matter anymore right?
i'll just get out of this damn mess after i grow up.
no more of my smiles will ever be shown towards you.
thanks a lot.
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someone please let me know if (s)he ever read it.
i'll be so glad. seriously.
and yeah. 2 months IS really a long time.
you can count how many minutes and hours there are.
ask me personally, i counted. cause im already missing him ><
band band band~
band marathon has started. hmm.
and im coming down with some huge fever if no one has noticed -.-
gah. and i hate END OF YEARS.
singapore. zzz. just freaking stop raining.
iloveyou
always.
3:12 PM